Riiiiiight. Um, how do you get over someone that you've really cared about? It's been coming for a long time, the end that is. Now I'm desperately clinging on for some reason and its like hitching myself to the back of a pickup and being dragged over a dirt road....at least its not concrete, right?
Maybe I should make up a poem about it....ahem:
When I was at the play, Mary said, "Hey,
Can I set you up with this guy?"
I said, "Um, I don't know, blind dates usually blow..."
But I told her maybe i'd try.
My opening night, Mary said, "He could be Mister Right!"
And I thought, omg, he is here!
But I didn't worry too much, nervous instead for the play and such
So I met him post-show without fear.
I was caught unaware, he was tall with blond hair,
and was broad and very smartly dressed.
He acted pretty nice, and seemed without vice,
'twas the green eyes that ensnared I confess.
I'd never felt prettier that day when we walked
at the park in the canyon at dusk.
But over the months, there's been nothing but lumps
as that moment has now turned to rust.
You see its important when dating a guy
to feel wanted and pretty and loved.
But when he starts to revert back to being a jerk
the "honesty" only adds to the crud.
So here I will tell all young ladies that dwell
In this hole where the zoobies all roam.
If things start to go bad, you can't fix them, sad.
So just leave him there and go home.
That was all I got. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated and I'm not bitter anymore so...try to keep that in mind ;)
